Day 18

It's easy to stay focused otherwise but sometimes you don't know.

I'm spending my time watching movies and writing mostly. It's the 18^th day and now I have come across some changes, most of which cannot be felt otherwise. I'm confined to confusions and sometimes I do act weird but then it's easy to gain focus back once I perform a breath hole. I have 32 days more before the reach the 50 day thing. I'm waiting for June the 13^th and my curiosity for a new change is keeping me poised with a strong feeling to suffer some more before I find an explored state of human potential, my potential basically and I do want to know, crave to know what will tomorrow make me.