Tuesday, July 21, 2009

July 21, 2009

What happens when you suffer?….when your purples give you yips?….when you know that it ain't you?….do you think that life can be the same?….everything sure always happens for a reason…there is a connection between yips and drips

People you talk to are gone in a split second and ya left with nothing but a thought of the present and a question about what went wrong…you can never answer that and the thing is..there is nothing that can match the question.

Floor is shinning with the water sprinkled on it and the ceilings are closing in…two people I spend most of my time with….two souls who I knew were always so happy are so sad and I can do nothing about it…I can't comfort…I can't tell them that things are gonna be fine..cause I don't know where I'm exactly heading..

I was listening to 'renegade'…a song that I wrote for someone..I now understand what it means..It just means that I can never be who I'm not…this song is about me…why I'm trying to change?

I guess I would never know…there is something that connects the mere possible with the impossible …and that's what makes the impossible …possible

I'm renegade and that's something that I'll always be