You listen and you watch, you try to be the greatest, you see someone and you follow, you follow their footsteps and then you leave a trail too.
Sometimes in following our dreams we make so many little absurd turns, detours and unnecessary stops and then we end up somewhere where we don't intend to be.
I know someone who calls himself 'Renegade'. He is proud of this thing inside of him. He thinks no matter how wrong he can ever be, he is not lying to himself. He is what he says he is. People can make up the terms for his character. He never cares. He is hidden. No one knows anything about him. People have tried to understand him many times but he stays in his lonely, he does what he intends and he sees life with his own eyes, he follows his own footsteps. He keeps coming back, he says he can't let go.
He makes mistakes again and again and he just never stops the hurt inside of him. Something makes him go on, something that has been making him go on from a long time. There is a connection between his past and his future, a connection that music has with an instrument, day has with the night, and a dream has with sleep, a connection that has no half way, a connection that has no present, no composition and no rest.
"I know life never gets you where you want to be but it gets you somewhere close so you can try little more and have another day with another reason to live it".
I wrote 'Renegade' to define something that I'm proud of, something that I'll always be proud of.
Peace inhales anger, I wish the sun shines again.