So how one should explains vividness of life?
Can life be made by a green piece of paper?
Can it be made by people itself?
Can god write it or can we write it?
You can question yourself thinking you would know the answer but there cannot be any answer. Sometimes when the content of an occasion is no more favorable, we often feel alone. Where this loneliness comes from? Does it originates from within or is it ruled by the outer energies?
You can question too much and answer the same but its all bullshit. Nothing can work and nothing ever works. Sometimes you need to be alone to best judge your present which involves past phenomenon and future events.
Indulge yourself into something in order to understand it and this is the best way to learn.
This is how I learn. Right now I'm learning to pause time to better understand future.
"Sleep is the cousin of death"; I think I know what it means since I can't sleep for even a minute now. I'm surviving and my body is not giving up. I see no physical changes and something tells me that I don't have much time and this is how I have to live.
It's been 5 days without a single second of sleep. I don't know what my mind is working on, perhaps something so powerful that my heart cannot indulge into anymore. Perhaps I can't shake emotions. I ended 50 day thing on the second day of third time since I knew it would have been the last time and I didn't needed that anymore.
I wouldn't need help, I would need a miracle to understand myself now.
Peace!
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