Friday, November 13, 2009

Nov13, 09

I'm tired.

I guess it's finally the time I have to decide between right and wrong, even though I see no difference.

There is this very thin line that separates me from something that is another image of everything around me, something that pulls me in and grabs me and next thing I know, I'm in this whole new world where everything is slow. They say that you don't think but it makes me think and I think deep. When that Bob Marley classic is playing slow, I'm just paused in a moment and the world around me seems all drunk and moving, whether it's me loosing balance or them, I really don't know but one thing I can say is, they don't do it cause they love it but they do it cause they are taught to.

Addiction is a bitch whether it's for drugs, love, lust, music, magic or madness. I know it all. I know all kinds of addictions. It's amazing that you always judge things the way you see them in that particular frame of time. Even the most horrible things can sometimes change your perspective and you can believe that it's for the good.

The seeds you sow can never surprise you. You should always be aware of the fact that the change comes if there is this miracle or a lie, truth cannot surprise you much but a lie can and many times it does.