Sunday, November 8, 2009

06Nov, 09

Watch the hourglass pause and you can easily say that the time can slow down and every moment can be captured.

Hear that opera and the cry of that magical vintage voice that can't be copied, hear the slow jazz, stare a painting by Van Gogh and pause in it, Call your mom and hear her scold you about the world today and the lunch you skipped yesterday, talk to your old buddies about the school time, call dad just to say 'thank you', call brother to say that you need him cause you're about to mess things up, call your sister and tell her that you are with her but right now you need a big favor, call your favorites to hear them speak, call that crazy friend of yours who only wants you to get high and talk about the last time he got high, call one of your friends to hear her talk about the guy who recently dumped her, call those who need you and hear the appreciation their voice carries, talk to someone on the street, smile at someone round the corner, think about someone and expect that they think about you and to your surprise waiting for them to talk to you and saying this same thing, talking to little angels who don't know what a car is but they just want it anyway, help someone somewhere somehow.

Go back to your home town and be surprised by the change and see things move as time passes by so damn fast. You love it there but you know deep down where you really belong.

Walk that old empty street where it use to rain and you look up at the stars in the middle of the night expecting it to rain.

Looking in the eyes of someone and hiding something with a tear and asking them to trust you and you know that they trust you more than anything in the whole world and you know that they would never ask you about it again, even If it's a lie, they would always trust you with it.

Fighting someone for something and being in a position to make a move and when you decide that it's time to do it, her 'hello' changes it.

Hurting yourself only because you think that there is someone out there who got hurt cause of you only and no matter how much you do right, nothing will make that go away.

Thinking about the things we win and lose and time that goes on.

Losing your faith and expecting it to return soon even when it's gone good.

Confessing to god about your sins, even when you know that there is no god out there but the faith you carry for the belief that someone out there is always watching you.

That one final kiss above all, that washes your pain, makes you believe, makes you remember and then makes you forget what you don't want to remember anymore.

All this and more that you can't leave behind.

Stillness of an hour glass never stops time, time goes on. What needs to be done to capture every good moment is to bring that back in life.