Saturday, June 6, 2009

Day 44 Suicidal Tonight

Counting today and more 6 days, it's only a week left now and it's just so hard to go on and see the end.

The change that I had considered isn't the change that it seems. Everything kinda happened the other way around.

All positive has turned into negative and it seems like I have drowned. I know that I'll sin now but I know that I won't confess anymore.

I'm listening to 'Gloomy Sunday' and the sound of that old piano in my head is trying to convince me to make a move and do it.

It's life and it's that simple.