Joint 53

Lyrics of yet another joint and this time it'll have my music.

I felt it needed a beastly sound and I've given it just that. It's a different kinda music now.

"I can get high with million reasons and grow young every season
But my feelings are my reasons, light in dark in shades of low, search for beacon
Why wonder why I spit when I can hit the low with a flow and break it in bits
Standing in the allay of the ghost my own shadow is polishing my kicks
Message from the passer by telling me the reaper just passed my eyes
And it is the devil that guides him and lord who pays him off
He will take ya soul one day and nothing can chase him off
Shades and colors can change but never will change this mind
Similar waves and clouds but mine is another kind
Flows like tsunami and it runs like the cheetah
If you see what I see then there ain’t no need to lead ya

Insides so angry that I can kill the whole world
But why kill all when I can write a line and spark every word
I guess if we go to the past, nobody was born different
We are made by shades of purples that are afferent
Puff of herb is my relief, my principles replacing my belief
It is the same air I breathe that you breathe or else you leave
So get high like the end of the sky, drink till ya mind can fly
Cut like you’re cursed for those who cry till your blood is dry
And I don’t mean you dying to live just cause you got some to prove
Remember that only the negative vibes make the right moves

And living is the reason we die, but we gota play a positive role
Life is a dungeon of learning so why we live in a hole?
I gota think about my blood, how blue is the shade? How angry or calm?
But I pass the curse of my word, my spirit will burn so what is the harm
I believe in demons so they follow me like my shadow
Maybe it’s the killer in me wounded by an arrow
Voices in my head that are dead like the pharaoh
Running on with the bones but no marrow
So what’s the reason for the change of the seasons?
Killing life, if dying is living then maybe it evens

And I haven’t learned from life, I’ve learned from death
The passion and hunger grows for the things you never get
Dreaming is hopeless; learn to hustle hard before you die
Remember it’s not the clouds that’s the end but the end of the sky
Pain can percolate if you start to get love for hurt
You can imagine end of the world with eyes open or shut
But, guilt and shame, regret and blame
It’s all part of the game, so you can change or be the same
Love to hurt and lust to stains one day this all will change
Ashes to ashes dust to dust, body to vapors and vapors to flames"

-Blue Rhymes (Green's Mind) -Reen

March-24, 2010

Goodbye to another night and then comes the morning sun and a brand new day.

I opened an old diary and read some stacked pages in it, old poems by a kid in his early years when he was growing by his own lines. The first page had this written on it:

 

 

"Every night I'm searching for some light in my room

But in the end I only get to the dark side of the moon

And it's the wait for time to run

But why I feel like I'm behind the sun?"

 

"Everything is changing but you are still the same,

I just wanna have your love all over me again

Don't run away, I just wanna hold your hand

Cause I'm always down in every way I end

Since you're gone life is moving so fast

When you were here it wasn't trying to last

Please never leave or leave and come back, I stress

I swear I'll try and be at my best

Just wanna stay right here holding your hand

Cause I'm always down in every way I end"

 

"I promise and I swear my heart still feels the same

I was always there but the moment never came"

 

"I wanna give this life a way before I die

Don't cut my wings before I fly"

-FIREFLIES

 

Some people cry and some get angry and I know some other who don't do a thing

Peace inhales anger

This is Spartan27 signing off

March 21, 2010

Sleep deprivation, medicine claims that it can cause hand tremors and headaches, there are various other linked problems too. I don't know what should be my answer if someone would ask, 'how do you start your day?' I would ask myself, when did I really?

Got up at 5 in the morning, went to bed at 4 and for 60 minutes my body was in a state of paralyses but I can't say the same about my mind. First thing was a nice cold shower and then something to eat.

Class at 10, today I had to see this patient I'm treating since 1 day only, so far so good. My very first patient, it's my second day with him. Hemiplegia, this is what I'm treating. He is really a calm guy, left side doesn't work. He can't remember much. He can't walk without any help; if he tries, he usually takes a straight head first knock on the ground. The irony of fun takes a swing when you think about a single accident and a single head on collision that can do this much damage to the body. While the brain acts perfectly fine, the whole body doesn't respond to its commands anymore and thus it causes one weird ass syndrome. It took about 2 hours with him. We didn't talk much; my head was somewhere else most of the time. They say he'll get better but I don't know how much of what they say is true. It's been 2 years now, I know he can walk just like he was walking when I saw him for the first time and that was 2 years ago.

Next thing was lunch at 1 with same mess food that is always messed up no matter how good they cook. Eating it was like doing nothing, I would rather cut my stomach and drag the food inside and patch it up again.

Then a second shower to keep me going thru the noon sun. Third when I started feeling loose, then dinner, then friends and their comedy. Then some new age game till 2 in the morning and then ……………………HISTORY

A new day is never like the one already gone but what we learn from a day already gone is to remember that one moment that can be remembered forever. We learn a little something every new day, so be it a new word or a change.

Today, I learned that there is something that is screaming for a change.

6:30 AM and I need another cold ass shower to keep me going.

This is Reen signing off

Wise Thoughts

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

If you love life, life will love you back.

Let this be my last word, but I trust in thy love.

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: that word is love.

Can you love or guide someone without any kind of expectation?

In love, one and one are one.

Where there is no love, pour love in, and you will draw love out.

The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved – loved for ourselves,
or rather, loved in spite of ourselves.

To love is to know we are immersed not in darkness, but in light.

The first duty of love is to listen.

Bitterness imprisons life; love releases it. Bitterness paralyzes life; love empowers it.
Bitterness sours life; love sweetens it.
Bitterness sickens life; love heals it. Bitterness blinds life; love anoints its eyes

Love comforts like sunshine after rain.

Sharing is the heart of loving.

Kindness in words creates confidence,
Kindness in thinking creates profoundness,
Kindness in giving creates love.

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.

Grow old along with me the best is yet to be.

This is Asus signing off.

love your loved ones

You want to stop moving time.You are searching for someone to do something, to stop the time..but it is life and it will continue, it will keep moving...you are going with time and you have to learn from it, could be good or bad..Choice is yours..you are ignoring every single thing but deep inside you have strong hope which will never stop, never ever...
just do the things and don't ever expect because if you are expecting you will definitely hurt, it might be good for you but it will hurt and you can't stop hurting from this..just learn good things from it..
This is the time to do things for your loving ones...because they love you and they really care for you..so give them as much as possible. May be it will help you feel better..
may Allah bless you all..
lv Farhat..

March 10, 2010

 

Turn off the lights, close the door and put on your best headset and play creed's 'my sacrifice' and be careless and carefree and feel the moment and let loose, lose yourself and sway, swing with the moment cause your life has just begun and it's completely ok to be crazy sometimes. Somewhere else it's a celebration with sadness, 30 years of togetherness with the separation of two most important jewels.

Sometimes it feels amazing doing something extra, walking that extra mile, staying connected whole day, to become a shoulder one can cry on, to hear each other speak endlessly, to heal, to heal and to love.

Yet again, just cause you can doesn't mean you should..But yes…some are born different and some learn different.

It's time to go crazy.

No wait……………………….It's time to get serious, very serious about everything.

Confused thoughts and This is Reen signing off

4:19 PM, 28th feb, 2010

"Born with a struggle and never mended whip

Fool with a 45 just hopping a clip

He say life don’t change cause past don’t drip

It’s a fool on his way whose path won’t slip

We all gonna die with a woe at the end of it

Life’s so real when love is no benefit

Only hurt in the space where emotions don’t fit

Ya can’t let it grip so let it go and let it blip

Ya be god if ya make ya future flip

Not a card game where ace of spades can rip

Somethings can’t be said can only be understood

So why life is getting hard living in the hood

Everybody is together but the greed don’t die

More dough, more low but at least don’t lie

Love can’t survive when the time chase lights

Some are born thru fights, they learn flying kites"

From Green's Mind written by Reen ...song titled 'my pain'

Ashley signing off