Saturday, January 23, 2010

23jan, 2010

When u say 'i love u' , it always means something. It's meant for someone, for 'one' perhaps but never it captures the truth. Sometimes u feel it and sometimes u can't, when everyone hears it then it erodes the very crust and the surface above it. This word 'love' is very pure and i believe that it's meant for those who own a god in a shape or form that they see and feel. 'i love u' can't be the line for everyone i think but it is, u love one yet u confuse care with love and then u say to them when u begin to speak, to all of them, same thing but a different moment and then you are blessed with it but deep down inside the very womb of that virgin love is brutally raped by an end to its uniqueness and devotion for one. Emotions can be confusing sometimes.

As i lay in peace for the longest pause, i wonder! Do i own a god?
The answer is NO!

There are some who stare loneliness in the eye and pause for the longest time they can, staring at the light when eyes don't blink and feelings dry inside, world turns dark and then light like ripples cross u. U wake up only to find that you are the most lonesome soul ever as if u were the last person alive.

And then u know that u come alone and u leave alone

And now i know that i want to be alone

FOREVER!