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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Day 27- Crazy Old Feeling

It's back and I don't know if I should use it or let it be.

It's a feeling that brings the best out of me and maybe sometimes it overpowers me.

This time it's strong and I know I'm gonna be stuck with it for a while.

I'm listening to Notorious and keeping my feelings dry.

Day 28 begins!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Day 24

I found something about myself, something perforating. It's a force that cannot be overruled.

Human mind can never be changed and our thoughts and troubles cannot be ignored.


 

We all need something sometime and when that need for something becomes a necessity it becomes a desire, the thirst for water is unique which not even the best beverages can presume to measure.

Today I have found that I'm one of them, someone who knows what he is doing wrong and I can measure my thirst, my thirst to change. There is something that I want to change in me now.

I have betrayed myself and my own trust has betrayed me.

Day 24 ends in a purple high.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Day 23

It's the first time I wrote something mushy gushy.

My Jigga Boo returns and expressed in words and it has made me laugh again.

Self analysis is sometimes amazing; it can surprise you and make ya laugh.

Life is beautiful and there are so many ways that it can left you surprised.

I'm surprised.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Day 22

Something mysterious happened at the end of day 21.

I have been able to change something and that change is visual and affable. Remarkable changes can come and I'm braver than ever. I know that strength is tiring and weakness is lazy, this is where I think I'm beginning to find strength strengthening me even if it is indeed tiring. I'm preparing myself.

I have no fear. It's my rebirth.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Day 21

Day 21 begins

I'm happy