April 20, 2011

"Your left hand against mine as we traveled further apart

And one day tenderness of your right brought us another start

Your heart against my heart"

loneliness

I remember i used to talk a lot with people, they used to tell me that i am good in keeping secrets, even i remember my name, 'secret keeper' or 'problem solver', but sometimes when you sit and think quietly u understand things, situations... I remember my best friend always says that loneliness is the best teacher, even your close friend, when you're alone you realize and you find many answers, even those unresolved issues which are worthless and have no meaning. Is that true people become more angry after a big pause or they fall in love with silence because now they know what is to be done. Sitting alone is directly showing the patience of a person because s/he don't want to be the reason of another fight. It is mentioned in one of the holy book around 90 times that God is the one who has patience..is it true?
My friend always tells me about the importance of loneliness and silence, as it is said in books we came here alone and at the end we all will be alone. Perhaps this feeling is something by which at the end you understand why are you here ? The painful reality is ultimately, we are alone by ourselves and ultimately lonely.
l can say that l am alone and happy to be alone.
" Pray that our loneliness may spur us finding something to live for, great enough to die for "
Amen!!

Day 1

5^th  January 2011
Enter the emptiness and feel it inside and bring the world to a standstill, pause your mind son, you have had been thinking for a long time……………………………….sleep to an old you and wake up to a new me or wake up thinking and forever you shall be lost in my thoughts.

2 jan 2011

it seems, i passed so many years, but didn't find happiness...

LOVE

I have learned, I came alone and I have to go alone.. I have learned, People are with you only when they need you , not otherwise.. I have learned, Extra care of anyone by you will ultimately bring a blame on you, not appreciation.. I have learned , A simple lie by your close one can break you more than anything.. Ultimately.. I have learned, Love yourself & Love people but only if you can do it without expecting anything from them..and i have learned only love is a feeling which can create wonders as it is written in bible....

Love is patient, love is kind.
Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.
Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not become angry easily.
Love does not remember wrongs done against it.
Love is not happy with evil, but is happy with truth.
Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails
But now faith, hope, love, abide these three; but the greatest of these is LOVE.